i slept all day by accident - whoops - this seems nice - dissolving 1mg of estradiol under my tongue

there's a chance that my skin has actually become
paler judging from a recent family photograph - though i've gone from hours of biking daily in perfect weather to subterranian rail-riding - maybe anti-androgens have forced the french-canadian paleness baseline to further advance

(at any rate my skin getting smoother helps increase a doll-like affect, though - )

i need to figure out a moisturizer for my oily skin and something nice for my flakey itchy hellish scalp - disgusting - winter -

i want to learn how to administer bb cream, since my family will not be seeing me until april i think the time is prime for me to get my face lasered / electro'd - doing research on how to do that via groupon for cheap & good

moving out of my basement room soon to live with seth -
brooke moving to town -
dinner with ian -
anime with amber -